How can I best describe this feeling I'm experiencing? I know...I am so emotionally exhausted, I feel dead inside. It takes an incredible amount of energy to watch your tongue and to keep your emotions in check so as not to upset certain people. Well, to be quite honest, it's giving me heartburn, and I'm tired of pretending that everything is okay, when I feel differently. The problem is, the people that I want to "hear" me, won't listen.
I am tired of broken promises, and empty words. I am tired of the lack of reciprocation and consideration to my feelings, and wants. My efforts and acts of love, respect and friendship don't feel appreciated and are most certainly, taken for granted. And it hurts. It hurts so much that it's become numb.
I feel very alone right now. Obviously, I'm not having a very good day. If I can just get through to tomorrow...another morning, another day of pretending. *sigh*
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